Thursday, March 31, 2011

Preparing for Death

This is a copy of lecture given 3/22/11 at Terwilliger Plaza by Peter Goodwin, a resident of the Plaza.

Preparing for death by Peter Goodwin, MD

Peter Goodwin, MD


I have a rare degenerative disease of the brain, cortical basal degeneration. Its cause is unknown and there is no treatment. It is progressive and leads to death 6 to 8 years after onset. I have had it for 4 1/2 years. My right hand is close to useless because of weakness, a severe tremor when I try to pick up small objects, and a loss of proprioception, which means that I don't know where it is in space until I look at it. My right leg is weakening, my balance is getting more and more uncertain, and my left hand is beginning to be affected. I need home help to make my bed up weekly. I can still do my personal laundry, but need help in folding and storing garments because doing so myself has become frustrating and difficult. By exercising regularly and, getting advice from PT and OT I hope I will slow its progress, but I have no idea if I can. As I lose function I find ways to adapt, but showering, dressing and undressing are slowly becoming more difficult. I know I will need help with these soon, and have reconciled myself to the need. But what will I do when I lose the capacity to feed myself and cleanse myself? Such simple things as putting toothpaste on a toothbrush, applying deodorant, and putting socks on often make me smile and sometimes curse at my increasing clumsiness.

I decided to talk about my illness because it raises issues similar to those presented by many other degenerative diseases with progressive loss of function such as heart disease, cancers, emphysema, Parkinson's, ALS, and Alzheimer's.

Many of you know I was much involved in establishing the Oregon Death with Dignity Act, and I am determined to keep all my options open as I die. How does one plan to do so?

Oregon's advance directive law allows us to decide when we are competent to make healthcare decisions about what level of care we want when we are no longer competent: close to death, permanently unconscious, with an advanced progressive illness or extraordinary suffering. We may choose whether or not to have life support and/or tube feeding or to leave the choice to the attending physician or to a health care representative we appoint. It is crucial if you want treatment withheld at the end of life to make your wishes clear to family members, to your health care representative, especially to your physician, and make certain they are all on the same page. Tertiary care physicians, oncologists especially, are often reluctant to give up on treatment and you need to ask your family physician if he would intercede for you. If family members object, they need to be told, and it needs to be noted that they will be excluded. We need to choose a health care representative who will act in a determined way to ensure that our wishes are satisfied. Make sure copies of your advance directive are given to your lawyer, your doctor, your health care representative, your family members and your spiritual advisor, if appropriate.

A Physician Orders for Life-Sustaining Treatment (POLST) form is completed and signed by your physician after a joint discussion. It is only for emergency situations when an EMT is called. Its contents are computerized and available from OHSU for the EMT. Do you want resuscitation if you are found pulseless and not breathing? If you are over 80 the chance of meaningful recovery is less than 10%. In lesser circumstances you have the choice of comfort care only increasing to full treatment with hospitalization. Completing the POLST form informs your physician of the level of care you want.

As a patient suffering from a progressive illness approaches the end of life decisions about the intensity of treatment are made. Most times physicians will continue intensive treatment, even as treatment begins to fail. Patients and family members are often reluctant to give up on treatments that may prolong life. However there is increasing evidence that patients are often better off, suffer less and die more peacefully with palliative care directed to the relief of symptoms. It helps that decision if treatment options and expected results are made clear to see if they are remaining effective. If the patient chooses palliative care the treating physician may label the patient as depressed and insist on treatment with antidepressants. Be aware of this possibility.

Hospice is the cornerstone for palliative care. Often referral by treating physicians is made very late -- too late hospice workers believe for real benefit. Patients and family are reluctant to give up "hope" and may encourage treatment that has become futile. To be eligible for hospice your attending physician must agree that the patient has a prognosis of less than six months to live. If treating physicians will not make such a referral a direct appeal to a local hospice will be referred to the hospice physician to decide if the patient is eligible. The specialty of palliative care is growing rapidly, and palliative treatment has become very effective. As a last resort when the patient's symptoms of pain cannot be adequately relieved he or she may receive terminal sedation, being heavily sedated almost to the point of being anesthetized.

Dying patients who demand autonomy and have always been in control of their lives may wish to die at the time of their choosing. The Oregon Death with Dignity Act allows terminally ill patients with a prognosis of six months or less while competent to make healthcare decisions and acting voluntarily to receive a lethal prescription from the attending physician. There are many safeguards and restrictions. Physicians may not participate for a variety of reasons. Dying patients who qualify for the law and cannot access it may be helped by Compassion and Choices of Oregon (CCO). CCO assists about 80% of patients using the law and over 90% of these are under hospice care. Even after receiving a prescription two out of five die peacefully under hospice care. I will want aid in dying for myself eventually but when I do I will have to rely on my physicians to decide on my prognosis. If they refuse my request for medication I may decide to stop eating and drinking. As my prognosis will then be less than six months I shall be able to get help from hospice, sedation and other palliative care.

Dying without making these arrangements is like dying without a will. Without a will your estate is vulnerable to the excesses of the legal system. Without a living will (advance directives), completion of the POLST form, an awareness of hospice and of the Oregon Death with Dignity Act you are vulnerable to the excesses of the healthcare system.


Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Archibald


 clipped from www.thinkbabynames.com

Archibald meaning and name origin

Archibald \a-rchiba-ld, ar-chi-bald\ as a boy's name is of Old French and Old German origin, and the meaning of Archibald is "genuine, bold, brave". Brought to Britain with the Norman Conquest, and popular largely in Scotland, where it is used as the English version of Gaelic Gilleasbaig. Poet Archibald MacLeish. Archie, Archy and Baldie are pet forms.
Archibald has 13 variant forms: Arch, Archaimbaud, Archambault, Archer, Archibaldo, Archibold, Archie, Archimbald, Archimbaldo, Archy, Arquibaldo, Arquimbaldo and Baldie.






 Archie the Bold

Born in 1899 as 

his name was losing popularity.

Popularity of Archibald

Archibald is not a popular first name for men but a very popular surname or last name for all people (#3453 out of 88799). (1990 U.S. Census)

Popularity of name Archibald

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Selected Poems by Kay Ryan

clipped from www.nytimes.com

Selected Poems by Kay Ryan



Kay Ryan was the country's 16th poet laureate


A CAT/A FUTURE


A cat can draw
the blinds
behind her eyes
whenever she
decides. Nothing
alters in the stare
itself but she's
not there. Likewise
a future can occlude:
still sitting there,
doing nothing rude.







THE NIAGARA RIVER


As though
the river were
a floor, we position
our table and chairs
upon it, eat, and
have conversation.
As it moves along,
we notice — as
calmly as though
dining room paintings
were being replaced —
the changing scenes
along the shore. We
do know, we do
know this is the
Niagara River, but
it is hard to remember
what that means.


HOME TO ROOST


The chickens
are circling and
blotting out the
day. The sun is
bright, but the
chickens are in
the way. Yes,
the sky is dark
with chickens,
dense with them.
They turn and
then they turn
again. These
are the chickens
you let loose
one at a time
and small —
various breeds.
Now they have
come home
to roost—all
the same kind
at the same speed.


GREEN HILLS


Their green flanks
and swells are not
flesh in any sense
matching ours,
we tell ourselves.
Nor their green
breast nor their
green shoulder nor
the languor of their
rolling over.


THINGS SHOULDN'T BE SO HARD


A life should leave
deep tracks:
ruts where she
went out and back
to get the mail
or move the hose
around the yard;
where she used to
stand before the sink,
a worn-out place;
beneath her hand
the china knobs
rubbed down to
white pastilles;
the switch she
used to feel for
in the dark
almost erased.
Her things should
keep her marks.
The passage
of a life should show;
it should abrade.
And when life stops,
a certain space—
however small —
should be left scarred
by the grand and
damaging parade.
Things shouldn't
be so hard.



"A Cat/A Future" from Elephant Rocks by Kay Ryan, Copyright © 1996 by Kay Ryan.




"The Niagara River," "Home to Roost," "Green Hills" and "Things Shouldn't Be So Hard" from The Niagara River by Kay Ryan, Copyright © 2005 by Kay Ryan.

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Sunday, March 27, 2011

Leach Botanical Garden

 clipped from www.worldisround.com
Growing up in Portland, I had always heard my father speak of John ( his cousin) but it didn't really mean very much to me.But about twenty years ago my mother sent me letters that had been addressed to my dad from John R.Leach post dated Feb.9,1965. It was a Christmas letter that John would send out to friends and family. It really sparked my interest and as I looked more closely in to his life the more I came to realize at how much I missed out on this side of my family. He is a role model,and loving husband that took his wife to the edge of the earth and back again. He is missed.
— james leach, March 26, 2011
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